Tuesday, November 28, 2006

What !!!

What is that something which is unkown to thyself. And you always elude that thing..maybe you think that its good to leave something as it is. You know today I am in mod of writting something..better put anything..may make no sense at all....So its up to you to leave here at his point or to continue...To those who are leaving at this point..keep checking for new posts for an invigorating read..

So welcome to all who are still with me :) We all have faced confusionn seeked suggestions from someone. Isnt it? At some point of time. This situation can be defined as "When we know the answer but we wish we didnt!" Isnt it true. Coz when someone gives you suggestion, even then you are not that ready to follow it or go by it. You again and again query for another suggestion or you ask the person that "Is he sure?" "Should I go ahead?". "Nahi yaar! I dont feel so..please think again"

Isnt it?

Monday, November 13, 2006

Heart

Heart is hurt. Spell it..ya comeone spell it aloud. You know what will happen? Most of those around you wil hear it as 'Heart is Heart' and think so what? One or two of that set will hear it as 'Heart is hurt!'
Ahhh that hearts!! Isnt it so? An d I will come in the latter set. Hey comeone its not that I need to get my ears checked but its normal human psychology that you hear and see what you want or in loose terms whats going on with you as a person. We relate and start seeing everything to our peoblems and start questioning every other thing. Ridiculous, you will say. But for me it isnt ridiculous at all! When I became paranoid, someone said tome that you are just going insane. Nothing gonna happen. I said to that person that theres something which will be visible to you at a later stage but my intuition has let me see it now. I was mocked in a sense at that time. But my intuition was right and I questioned back the person, who was speechless.

Anyways I had this status today "Heart has reasons which reasons dont understand" on gtalk today. A college friend asked me about its messgae? She was curious as to why I have kept this message and what do I want to convey? Hehe she know that I kinda love philosophical n baffling status messages and writtings :)

I had promised her that its better that I write it as a blog. So here I am.

Hey knowingly unknowingly ut has turned into a nice preface ;)

Heart has reason which reason dont understand. So lets crack it out. What the hell I wanted to say? Better put what I have meant to say.

Heart has reasons, yup it has thats y the blind heart falls in love without seeing the caste, creed color, religion, status. It doenot knows at all that the person it has started liking will ever like it or not? Or does that person already likes someone or not? Bloody heart. It commits a mistakeon its part and I have to bear that pain till my heart pumps that last RBC WBC and platelets. The reason here is that there is someone whom you start liking without even giving a thought to consequences. These are the reasons and these are the bloody reasons which reason given my our fucked up society and its inhabitants dont understand. They will want the same caste. Now what the hell in this world a caste has to do? Does it makes one superman? and the other a mean creature of filth? No it doesnot. But the reasons have created a stratum, a virtual hierarchy where someone rules the others by virtue of nothingness. So sad about Hindu religion. Despite being the richest religion in every aspect, one stigma is caste system. This is one of the reasons. The other important resaon is redionalism. After you pass caste test there comes region. Hey which state you belong to? And after that which region of that state you belong to? Comeon people its not that all Biharis are goons and nomads and all delhites are damn smart n intelligent. Its not so. Delhi is far ahead in unruliness and abuses and gundagardi and Bihar is way too ahead in intelligence.

Hah heart has reason which reason wont ever understand. Never ever. And now I dont want to give my heart a second blow. I am not able to survive the first blood shot. It has left me nowhere but I am learning to live with it somehow.

I may end up in dark but now that will be preffered. A solace but no more association. Now my heart also knows this fact. Theres no place for true love in this world. Heart himself will never fall in love again, even if I want it to do so!

happy hearting!!